I saw their happy faces. Familiar faces they were. It seemed that they were living in the moment, in that particular moment..not caring for a single thought about the day after or the years after.

Then what is it that I fear, I asked myself. It was rather a mixed feeling. Insecurity. Uncertainty. Maybe it was the fear of change.

I suddenly start recollecting the childhood memories (though I don’t have any special stories to be told but still.. ), I felt as if I had experienced my past in a split-second.

” Hey. What Happened? ”

“Ohh. Nothing. The food here is so good than ours. ” I replied.

And there was I able to draw the conclusion. There were chances I was afraid to take. Situations in which I didn’t believe myself. Things I wanted to share with people but didn’t. People I was afraid to talk to (or didn’t want to πŸ˜› ) and so much more.

Fear of the Unknown, it was I guess.

I think the ‘what if’ game starts whenever we are to take any decision.

  • What if I fail?
  • What if I loose it?
  • What if it gets worse?

The biggest culprit is doubt.

But now I know, there are not good or bad decisions. Just learning experiences. Experiences that help you live and see life in a matured way. But is it too late to change? Maybe not. Throughout these years, I have just been able to build walls instead of bridges.

And should I expect something spectacular to happen?

Not at all. I don’t even deserve to.

So I ask myself .Β Are you afraid of changes?

A little. Of course.

Maybe all I needed was someone who could believe in me. Someone who could assure me in the times I doubted myself. All I had was me.

We need people in our lives with whom we can be as open as possible. To have real conversation with people may seem like such a simple, obvious suggestion, but it involves courage and risk. – Thomas Moore

All I have is me. But life moves on, even if you don’t.

Times change, People change, Situations change, Relationships change. The only thing constant is Change.

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