I do remember you. You were there, sitting right beside me. It was a hilly region I suppose, because there was a chill in the air. The sun was shining. Bright it was. But not warm. I put my arms around you.
Unworthy of your love I am
For even I do not love myself
Unworthy of your heart I am
I cannot give you something that I don’t have
Unworthy I am, unworthy I will be
Unworthy I remain for eternity
Would you listen to me ?
The trio of us gets out of the room.
You coming with me? My friend asks, wearing his characteristic smile. I nodded, ‘It has got too late, we better go to sleep’. Continue reading
My roommates are asleep. It’s pretty amazing to see people sleeping. We all sleep like a child, don’t we? Haha, I wish we could spend all our life like a child.
3 months of break. And we have college tomorrow. Great.
Most of my buddies here are sleeping. The sole idea of getting up early makes all of them sleepy.
Don’t know exactly why, but I am kinda excited.
So I sat down with my plate, the food is good today. The usual place where my mind wanders off to unusual places.
I was not having the best company. My buddies had gone outside to dine. But I liked this break, the break from the boring and useless chatter I hear everyday. What rather interested me were the plates in front of everyone.
“Look at them” I thought.
The last time I expected something from someone else, I was disappointed. The disappointment was not with that person but rather with myself.
‘No Expectations No Disappointments’
Don’t you agree?
Then why do you expect so much? Huh?
“I don’t look okay when I’m quiet. Isn’t it?” I asked my friend.
“Naa. It isn’t like that. It’s better to stay shut when you ain’t got any topic. And moreover isn’t the weather too nice? So let us just embrace it.” He answered.
I saw their happy faces. Familiar faces they were. It seemed that they were living in the moment, in that particular moment..not caring for a single thought about the day after or the years after.
Then what is it that I fear, I asked myself. It was rather a mixed feeling. Insecurity. Uncertainty. Maybe it was the fear of change.
Can you please elaborate ?
” Well. The key to manage everything successfully is to keep it simple” said my friend.
I gave him my perplexed look but did’t ask again. He didn’t even bother and continued chewing as we were sitting in the mess having lunch, before leaving to check our exam results.
“You know what, you can be very frank with me. Don’t hesitate to share anything. Tell me how do I keep everything simple” I asked. Continue reading
So.. I have just created my first personal blog. Selected the theme, did the initial setup and all, but wait. Is that all?
I mean that’s what majority of people do. They start with great enthusiasm and later on, find it hard to keep the wagon running.
I don’t blame them. Good habits are hard to form.
Hence, I’ll try not to screw this up and forget this but update it at a regular basis. Once in a week at least. Though I do write down my thoughts but they are a bit touchy and personal, the ones which I rather keep to myself. Maybe you don’t wanna see my other side.
Maybe, I can start forming a new good habit. Writing is helpful they say. Let’s see.
With this I end my second post.
Still got a lot to do.
Still have a lot to learn.